I was having lunch with my aunt today.
(She bought me a TV btw. She’s awesome)
At some point she brought up how my mom told her that she’s afraid that I’m gonna go to school and become a party animal. I guess it’s ‘cause it’s my first time being away from home? But I’m still struggling to understand where in the intergalactic fuck that came from lol.
I’ve never lost focus in school because of friends and such.. But honestly, yeah, I’m probably going to be making up for the shit I didn’t get to do in high school: times I couldn’t kick it with homies, girls I didn’t get
the chance to fuck to know, etc. Thing is, it’s REALLY not hard to be responsible about things like that. Balance is something I’m good at.
She [my aunt] was also talking about how she [again, my aunt] seriously doubts that I’ll move back here. I mean, where I’ll be, it’s not too big.. But it’s close to a big city. But she thinks I’ll fall in love with that lifestyle and what not.. Probably from being sheltered so much and just the fact that there’s a lot more to do. She told me about how she left Anderson when she was 16 to go to Boston, and loved it, but after awhile she got bored. Said the city life was cool but sometimes you just want to be in a quiet place..
Gets me thinking.