ayo366days:

53/366 - Happy hump day, bitches. But not really.

For one thing, we had the most RANDOM project in Sociology today. It was a “covert operation.” But to dumb it down (Shoutout to Lupe), we just walked around the school and observed stuff. If our school “walked the walk” and what not..if it felt inviting, if the posters around the school included everyone (racially and shit) as a whole, etc. I went inside the 9th Grade Academy for the first time since our AVID class changed rooms. So I guess it was 10th grade? Yeah. Lol dude..there’s nothing but college shit in there. COLLEGE SHIT EVERYWHERE. The fuck bruh? They’re emphasizing college for the Niners more than they are for the Seniors. But whatever..

Today was also the night of my school’s “Mr. Westside Pageant.” Had mixed feelings about that..clearly didn’t go. I actually fell asleep. But uh. My thought process for the day:

• Oh shit he just asked me if I’m going. NIGGA WHAAA?
• Do I really want to take time to watch dudes make an ass out of themselves or
• But nah srsly, I can see that everyday.
• I don’t even LIKE that song, son. I’ve NEVER liked that song, son.. I don’t know how to feel about a whole event revolving around it.
• Is it even socially acceptable for them to make music..
• I’m dead ass the only one who doesn’t look like a highlighter right now.
• Why does everyone keep saying $5 isn’t that bad?
• Oh..it’s a fundraiser for prom? I don’t see myself going to prom either so..
• This girl needs to take a seat..sounding like a groupie and shit.
• The fuck do you mean “Jay, why didn’t you sign up?”
• So we’re going to act like I wouldn’t actually be the only loser on the list? Aight.
• Sure, I’ll rap for you. It’s a song called “Shut The Fuck Up” off of my mixtape called “Right Now.”
• Etc.

That probably makes me sound all types of bitter, but some people were just generally annoying as fuck today. Then I’m questioning why I waste time talking to a certain girl and..people are just really sucking lately lol. As far as this test goes? It’s..whatever. Broadwell says this is “the easy test” but I’m pretty sure she’s been saying that since August. It really hasn’t been a BAD day though. Not as bad as I’m making it seem. But it’s supposedly good to “get the hate out of your system.” That’s what Sanja tells me anyway..